LTT
All i can say is there is nothing wrong with you, its the people around you.
You dont have a support system, believe me i know how that feels i dont have one either.
Your boyfriend sounds like he has control issues. not liking you on the internet.
It seems like the minute you give attention to anything but him he has an issue with it.
as for your mother i had issues with mine. i dont haven't spoke to her in 10 years she will be 84 this summer. i finally ran across a site thet describes her problem
one of her problems anyway
http://psychcentral.com/disorders/sx17.htm
i also understand the isolation. i have lived very isolated for the past 7 years. and believe if i can get to a more popalated area it could lift some of the depression.
i dont know what else too say. except keep reaching out to people online and in real life to.
there's nothing wrong with you. you'll see that as more people come into your life
you are just overwhelmed